Stupidity

Why is it that I am attracted to the wrong girls? Is it because I am stupid or that I am just surrounded in that type of girl? Okay, let me give some background to this. I have been looking for a girlfriend and while doing so I have been trying to find out what I would want in a girlfriend personality wise. There are several that I have asked out that I liked. I do know that I like an outgoing personality. Quiet is okay, but I don't want someone that is intirely introverted. I like the idea of dating somone that likes to go out and do things and does not like to just sit at home all the time. I know that sometimes there isn't money to go out and do things, but to flat out not want to go out and do things is just not me. It would also be nice if I was able to date someone that lived close (ie while in Waco, date someone in waco). Another thing that I know is that I want someone that does not have kids. There is nothing wrong with kids themselves, but I am not currently in a position to support kids and so far, that is what all the girls I have tried to date are looking for. Along those same lines, I don't want kids. I don't care if you are on the pill, there is still a chance and I have several examples of people that were on the pill plus one or two other contraceptives and still have a kid to two to prove that there is still a chance of getting pregnate (plus there is the whole BIBLE thing that I am attempting to live by and am not doing such a good job of doing). So, there will be no sex for me UNTIL I am married. It is rather funny, out of all the girls that I have dated or liked in the last few years, only two of them has not had kids when they moved on or said that they would not date me (and the funny part is that one of them that has not had kids adopted kids AFTER she was married). It is driving me nuts, it seems that there are fewer and fewer girls out there that are dateable. Maybe the Lord has not put her in my path yet or that I am missing her and she is right in front of me? I don't know. Anyway, I said all of this because one of the girls at work that I liked that had a great personality, claimed to be a Christian, and was cute is now pregnate by some drunkard that has no intention of marrying her and was using her as a friend with benifits while his real girlfriend was at college in another state. (and yes, this is an everyday occurance with employees that are in my class of pay) Anyway, now that is off my chest I am going to play some music and do some homework. Later.